I could not wait until Friday evening, so I could turn off the phone and hope that it would not be too fast on Sunday evening when I was getting ready for the new week.
I wanted the day when I would not be on the phone anymore and that my only contact with the world would be just an email that I would check once a week… if!
I just could not take it anymore, I did not know how to take a holiday, because
all activities depended on liquidity. But what I was missing was very rationally organized, it would mean the collapse.
I just wanted to somehow stop time, stop the world, rest and fall asleep, not let anything down, put things in their place, and at the same time nobody asked me for anything.
Many times I was told to watch out for what I wanted…
But I wanted so much that tonight there was a decree that we should be home. I do not know who to thank, Virus, Janez Janša, but God Himself. Did I bring
this Virus and the conclusion of everything with my strong desire.
Yes, I can imagine that too, because I did not know how to stop myself, I stopped the world.